nothing's going to happen
i've been going back and forth on giving him a belated birthday present. at the risk of sounding like a 14 year old, i don't want to be seen as giving him special treatments as i've never given the others birthday presents. but i want to see him smiling, and i want to see him smile because of me. i sound 13 now, don't i?bollocks.
i want to die every time he makes charming efforts in our chats, and he's not just being polite because i initiated it or that i'm someone he looks up to. (he actually said that, i'm not being delusional). but at the same time i know that nothing's going to happen. so i shall resume to just stealing glances at that beautiful profile of his. great. now i sound 12.
bollocks.
posted by marianne @ 14:43
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If you sounded this beautiful when you were 12, 13, 14, I cannot wait to hear you as a 32, 33, 34 yo.
you sure know how to make my cheeks go red. smooches.
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