Confessions of a Girl Gone Mad

for now

for a while, it could not get any better. it was raining--it was raining hard--it was just the two of us in the car, and the talk was about our current interest. i never talked about it with other people, even though i cannot stop devouring it, and i suspected it was the same with him. it was not anything taboo, hardly something with shaky moral ground, but i think we both know it was a name better left unspoken of. to say that i was surprised when i found out he liked this name as well would be an understatement. and i was also somewhat glad to know that from now on i could talk to him about.....hmm, this certain royal highness in music.

for a short ride, and perhaps because we both knew it was going to be brief, in that tiny span of moment we were competing to talk, affirm our opinions, and throw questions at each other. as it is, as it was, i know that still nothing is going to happen. but i swear, in that slight occasion, in a flash, in a fleeting period of time, i became deliriously happy.

i am certainly not the most cheerful person on the planet, but going back to where we were for now would do the trick. for now.

posted by marianne @ 02:42